Im afraid

Im afraid i am getting older. I have just celebrated my 27th birthday last July 5. But what i am more afraid of is this seemingly gray point in my life. I want to finish my MA degree but i am too lazy to do my school works, too uninterested to read and study. I want to perform well my work and be professional enough in dealing with my daily tasks but i know i am falling short of what i ought to be.


Am i failure? I am afraid of the answer. What is happening to me is absolutely beyond my capacity to comprehend. Do i have to weave my dreams again, suffer discomforts or face adversities just to be inspired again? Should i wait for that miserable point before i take action?

I guess the answer should be 'no.'